I promise....

I promise that this year i would :

• Read more books
• get a Boyfriend :D
• write some sensible stuff
• eat healthy
• wokout 4 days a week atleast
• crib no more...or maybe just crib less
• LOSE WEIGHT
• smile more often
• not cry so often
• complete my long lost promise of 5 years
• travel more
• become more punctual
• try and save 50% of my salary
• not bitch or gossip (PROMISE)
• learn a new language
• spend more time @ the help centres
• do something about the Stray dogs community/SECA
• try and keep all these promises

So, here's to the great year ahead...Amen !!!

MY BIRTHDRAY GIFT

I Got a LAPTOP , i shall be uploading the pic soon :D
meri nahin,mere Laptop ki hi sahi...

The year that was ...

Bday's are a good time to take stock...of life,...of goals,achieved or ignored...of resolutions,completed or chucked...of dreams,aspirations,of deadlines,completion,closures... and openings,...promises...old and new,...launch of new POA's, milestones, journeys,new beginnings...Full Circle.

Last year was fun ,some key achievements :
I didnt change my job,i'm still around rotting in this company
Still Single
Moved to our new house
Travelled:
Nov'05 - Kasauli/Chandigarh/panchkula
Dec'05 - JAMMU/SRINAGAR/GULMARG
Jan'06 - Mumbai/Nagpur/SHIRDI/Ellora
Feb- Ludhiana
Mar- Rishikesh
Apr - Thailand ,Bangkok and phuket
May- Lansdowne
Jun - Jaipur ,Dehradun
Jul- Ludhiana/Amritsar/Chandigarh
Aug- Shillon,Shimla
Sep-Singapore
Oct- Mussourie

Wow...didnt know i travelled so much this year, and from now on i've resolved to travel once a month for sure (not that i dont do it rt now...)

The plan for the year to come :
Nov: Amritsar or jammu
Dec: Goa or Hyd
June'07 : UK,Scotland,Liverpool
July'07 : Ontario,Canada

uff, was i a nomad in my last birth...well looking at these factuals above ,i've reasons good enough to believe that....

Bday Blues

It was my birthday on the 29th...i Added another year to my life...reason big enough for me to celebrate...right ????
and thats exactly what i did...partied ,partied and partied....didnt know i cd have so much fun (considering that i'm in my LATE twenties now ...), this was on of the finest birthday's i've had...the celebrations started from sat night and didnt stop till monday morning (3 @ sunday night= monday morning :D )...i loved every moment of it and this was the only birthday i didnt spend a penny, i didnt buy no cake,didnt go out for a meal,no pubs,lounge or discs...we just camped at my place ..and all that jamming with no damages ,it SURELY was a lot of fun....
i do wanna write in a lot of details but then, am old and Sleepy...so,some other time maybe.... and anyways i wouldn't want all of u to turn green and become envious of me,so naaaaahhh....

but ya,i'm still on and game for the wishes,so keep them coming

Keep Walking....or sailing rather

To and fro, to and fro
In my little boat I go
Sailing far across the sea
All alone, just little me.
And the sea is big and strong
And the journey very long.
To and fro, to and fro
In my little boat I go

Being broke ...

i never did go thru this feeling ever, and this is with mixed emotions that i say that this time around i'm BROKE for real...mixed bcos,...well,i take a lot of pride in continuing all these yrs without this experience and also a lil sad as this yr i have almost gone bankrupt with all my silly ,stupid,mundane expenses...and to think of it,there are still 5 days to go before that meagre amount gets credited to my account in form of SALARY :(

not just that i've ZERO funds,i'm under shitloads of DEBT ....all thanks to my dear brother who taught me how to play cards and my friends who can be Pro at fleecing ppl off their money

ITS JUST NOT FAIR !!!! I PROTEST
I NEED MONEY.....

and till i figure out how to manage these 5 days,y dont u ppl out there do a good deed and gimme some suggestions or better still... make a fund and pool in money for this poor soul...
May ALMIGHTY be with you in this noble deed :D

Diwali Diwali Diwali

Deep Jalao Deep Jalao
Aaj Diwali re
Khush Khushi Sab Gaate jao,aaj diwali re
aaj Dukaane khoob sajee hai
Ghar bhi jag mag karte
Deep jalao Deep jalao
aaj Diwali re....

A poem from my 2nd or 3rd standard
how i wish i cd sing it aloud today as well....
Oh,i'm so excited abt all the chamak dhamak,the festive fervour has completely bowled me over ,am i still that young to enjoy all this...or is it the begining of what people say our SECOND CHILDHOOD

well, update on Diwalil
last night i went for dinner,had a sinful pizza, was so tired of eating all these dinners,the dals and the paneers...some respite
i bought Ma , Pa there respective diwali gifts
i baked a rich dark Chocolate cake for all the ppl i'm expecting ,and am sure they wd come over to say a hi
we put up lights,covered the new housewith tiny lights which go on off in turns,very techie
I made Rangoli for DhanTeras ,Anu-our help at home helped me,its come out kinda well and am so proud of myself
i'm wearing bangles
plan to wear somthng really nice to work
lets see how this day goes....

The Countdown to Diwali

I got Diwali Credit from Daddy
Cleaned my room
got new paintings for the house
Took Magic to the Doc to get his ears checked for Diwali
a new SEXY clock for the kitchen...its really cool
Bhai bought me Killer Shades
Mom's put up new curtains and new bedspreads
we've been hosting or attending dinners
I lost money last night while playing teen patti
we had people dropping by to give us gifts and sweets
I went shopping with mommy for stuff that we need to distribute to all our frnds and family ppl
i'm wearing bangles to work ;) and tomorrow, i Plan to wear a saree :D

WOW !!!

and all this while i thgt Diwali was only abt crackers and diya....

Plagiarism :D

I read someone's blog (http://rockneverdies.blogspot.com/)
and glanced thru some nice questions, though i loved His answers...i tht i shd answer them for myself as well....so here it goes ..

I am thinking about: My job,actually a job change maybe
I said: "I Love you" to a guy i don't really love(neither does he though)
I refuse: to grow up
I want to: be more practical and SLIM
I wish: i had a richer Dad ;)
I hear: almost everyone
I wonder: at my existence or non-existence
I regret: not doing my MBA
I am: The BEST
I dance: like there's no tomorrow,sat i danced on a sexy B grade Hindi songs complete with the latka's and jhatka's ;)
I sing: "Besura" ...ALL THE TIME (all my dear frnds can vouch for it)
I cry: alone
I am not always: nice or sensible or as good and selfless as i wd want myself to be :-(
I make with my hands: YUM food and vague paintings
I write: stupid stories and random Blogs
I confuse: "Myself" most of the time
I need: to stabilise my life a little, A Stabiliser is all i need maybe :) (and all this while i thgt i needed a GUY, ya the Dumb me :))....

i think i need to answer these questions more often...

I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens -- and I wonder....

No joke , but the song's by FOOLS GARDEN...
earlier i found this song to be so random but now that i heard it today,boy it struck..i know what he's talking abt, He ain't talking...thats me talking
and guess what, i also noticed the FOOLS GARDEN :)
i go there almost everyday (almost * exception being if i keep sleeping the entire day or i'm too drunk )..i live in a fools garden,i eat ,sleep,drink there...there are just fools arnd me,everywhere,all arnd me...& incase u thinking how come i'm so sure,they all keep harping on the fact abt HOW SENSIBLE THEY R,and HOW THEY R THE BEST....and blah blah blah blah

coming back to the song, i think its so cool..i can hum it any time of the day as these i'm actually not doing anythng
i just sit around and WONDER and thats all i do
wonder
wonder'
and some more wonder

so till i wonder what to do(actually i might end up writing another blog)...take care