it's been long since i osted somthng on this blog
and as of my learned friend rightly puts it....what the point of writing a blog for strangers when ur close ones dont get to read it....just cos
-am scared i'll disclose my true self
-they , my so called "friends" will judge me basis the blogs
-they'll form opinions about me
-I CANT BE HONEST TO THEM
-CANT BE HJONEST TO MYSELF
..... and all this while i went on harping abt the fact that Honesty comes first in my life, that my strength were my words...and here i was lying, writing
to impress
to form opinions
pretending
to showcase my exemplary writing skills
ensuring good grammar
great english
covering up my real thoughts
covering up my real self
not being true....
to them "my friends" and to the friends i made all thanks to this BLOG and not being true to my own self...tch tch
its sad, sadder is the part admitting it.....
so from now on, just one blog
the real blog
my blog
even if its boring
sad
has grammatical errors
or doesnt look exciting
is dry, and useless
it'll be MY BLOG
the true, honest blog
the one i write without thinking, the one to which there are no rough drafts
its straight, honest, true and
Direct DIL SE :)
